Internship last day T.T

Last day, intership hav been end with full stop..
i'm reali thank them tat teach me so much thing that i'm nvr touch or learn before.
although some of my friends say intership like "kuli", but for me its answer is "Yes, kuli" but they training me as the way of kuli way..there is also another way of training..
i still remember tat they shake hand with me before off their work one by one..Tat moment, i'm touched because we have work together since almost six months..Thank u all again for help me and teach me..
Miss the Internship training period..

A song saying out my feel

张栋梁-重伤
乘著黑夜還未破曉之前 離開你 你那時還睡得很甜蜜 是否有察覺到我的一片苦心 是為了不讓你逃避你自己 也許我還不夠能力把你撤底忘記 至少我懂適當時離去 我受了重傷 已不再對愛渴望 握緊的手 始終要放 留得住的只是恍然 我受了重傷 離開只是種療方 放手逃離傷心的海岸 遺憾的是沒找到麻木的藥方 多留一分鐘 就多痛一分鐘 我該學會如何遺忘 自私一分鐘 就能從痛苦中釋放 不必為了別人而傷

i'm reali useless..
always lose to others..i'm reali hope tat i can so greedy so tat no nid think for others..but i can't..
Hurt within heart ..mayb won't touch for "love" again until i'm rich enulf to give my partner for everything she wan..
Learn to be strong to reach my target..i'm always remind myself ..

Lost myself

Today is her birthday.
Tis few days after she move in..i'm keep having dream during sleep..or either i'm shuld call tis is dream or nightmare?? i'm dun understand..

some ppl ask me why allow she move in?? i answer with them with no sure..

Yes!..i admit i'm still  love with her after few month tat we break down.
.i'm admit i miss her whether she going well with her new life, new friends, new boy friend..
but tis didn't de reason for she move in..

but 1 thing for sure is at least i'm glad and relax tat she now having a good life with her boy friend especially her smile hav been come back..

but i'm didn't get it the ans for break down..
Why u misunderstand me..

Why my life goes by tis way in the last end of year b4 sem 1 exam..

Everynite i keep having nightmare about tat day..
 and feel that anger and sad which i'm faced after tat day...i would nvr forget about it..i'm hav been scared for tis type of feeling.
..i nvr forget tat day how tat feeling tat fall on me.
.i did admit i'm wanna suicide after tat day coz i totally lost myself..
wat about our promise?

i'm had been lost myself..i always ask myself that why i'm still caring about her since she did tat bad memory on me..

My quotation tat is if my ans, my thinking opposite with how my heart thinking, tat mean i'm opposite with myself... .
.mayb it is my ans for allow she move in.

.i shuld never doubt with my opinion..

i'm remind myself that we re juz relaitionship betw houseleader and housemate..

tat is for sure..and i never ever cross tat line which i'm set it..

i nid to be strong enough to handle tis "houseleader"..
to handle tis house's problem..
nvr angry, be patient and strong to handle the housemate problems.
Help each other if can.


already 5 months after tat day..

Today is ur birthday, hope u enjoy tis special day..
Happy birthday to u



another diary for me since long time no update..

Internship's day

Well..i had been trainning about 5 weeks ord..
one month had been over..
what i 'm gain within tis month??:
- can wake up automatic about 6.30 to 6.45am without alarm.
- sure always take breakfast to fill energy.
-start planning to buy iphone? or buying sony Xperia? both nice.. having idea of buying it after saw all de staff my there having it.=.=lll
-learn many thing in my company. gain a different way of knowledges..
-sometimes buzy buzy but sometimes "goyang kaki"..
-know and start friendly with de staffs in my company..
-my face pimples less, has been learn to take care my face.
-wallet sure 'diet' faster coz eating in sunway area expensive!
-movies download sure everyday updates!
-weekend sure less at home..:p
-dota had been less playing..(play until sien maybe)..
Erm..wat else?? early sleep olso include during every night..hehe..

A nice photo to share

i found it at fb there..
Raining~ always make ppl feel sad and lonely..
but don't u recover that rainbow will appear after rain...with the smile shape..
it would be a lesson for me to learn..
beautiful~

该改变了。。

初一就过去KL了..但愿今天的除夕能过久一点此刻的我竟然睡不着!!回到诗巫时,发觉到自已的护担变轻了,虽然是暂时但不像之前堕落的我背着误会,失望和读书压力..想忘却忘不了却只能默默熬过去~玻璃碎了就算补一补还是有傷痕..但每一道傷痕都是紀念自己勇敢的印記啊,也给自已一个教训..祝福他们吧.


家人才是最重要啊。爸妈的关心还有家的温暖，在心里我还有这伟大力量。诗巫改变了我很多..谢谢..

Anger!!!!!!!!!!@#$$%%^!!!

ps: i hate ***..even when i saw his face everyday..my heart might lose control and wanna come near to him to punish him seriously..say truthly!! i have been patient tat always remind me so tat won't punch him with my own hand..but..!! after i heard from lover today..Anger keep burning within my heart..i still remember wat he told her bad things in front of me.. wat he laugh at her..every words he said i still remember even thought how many time he laugh at her!!!!even still in front of me!!!!!!  i hate he pretend like" fox" in front of my friends!!!!i regret tat why no punch him on tat time and keep silent at there..i regret!!!!!!!!!!..i wan he keep back his every words and apologize to her!!!!!!!!!!!Apologize!!! my heat juz keep thinking of it!!! I REALI DUN KNOW WHY HIS MUM CAN TEACH HIM SAYING LIKE TAT WAY!!!!! plus with almost everyday nid to see his "SHIT" face!!!!!!! Hope one day my heart lose control tat time!!! and follow wat my heart wanna do it!!!!
the more the patient of it,  the more the anger burning in my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even maybe i think his apologize is olso useless!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat all!!!!

Advance Diploma's Life

1st thing happy for me is i get a best result (2A) in end of diploma and my result reali reali surprise me coz i din realize tat i can get tat result in de end of diploma even thought until my coursemate olso din no believe me..but good bcoz it give me confident tat weak ppl olso can stand on top of class..haha..

2nd thing is sad for me coz our class had been drop two coursemate but gain a new coursemate..I reali hope them can pass together and enter adv diploma..coz i feel weird with my course now at adv diploma without them along..but i always remember we always stand in same train!! believe tat they will chase back and do well in nex resit exam and soon pass de diploma life..

3rd thing is now i'm houseleader and muz learn the word "mature"..hope tat i can handle my status well...try to change my style and doing well in year of adv diploma too..

"I reali dun wanna miss my chance again and now i found it,wat i do is i dun let it go again..coz i miss it b4"..it is wat my brain told me...it describe both of my life of study and relationship now
                                               well..it is my status at adv diploma now
                                                            another busy life

BIg big big surprise!!!

well..25/4/10..my birthday-->tat day reali is my MOST surprise day from i born until now...

well ..look at tis pict..it's no juz normal drink..look nice but wanna know wat content inside bcum tis drink??
-coffee
-OMEGA egg (half spoil) 
-expired hl chocolate milk
-teh
-washing powder
-grasses
-soil
i heard still got somemore inside but i juz know those ingredients clearly..
they use tis 'senjata' pour at me with 5-6 times juz ngam 12am at midnight..
and i reali dun know wat happen and juz standing here with blur face..
and one thing is i have drink tat drink a bit during they pour tat to me..
until now still got smell inside my stomach..
Thank to nico lin,foo long and ah how, my housemates prepare those surprise to me!!
especially nico lin coz she prepare those idea although she still facing exam paper another one day..
i haven been told tat she prepare those idea last week ago..
but reali is a GOOD idea coz it idea reali make me surprise!! and her plan success!!
thank to foo long olso bcoz he juz rush from klang to here juz celebrate my birthday..
i heard klang to kl here nid use up 45 min..reali reali thank them a lot.!!! AND birthday cake reali thank them a lot!!
...25/4/10 reali a special day to me...i always remember tis year de birthday coz reali reali reali surprise and happy day for me..thank a lot..=)

ErIC WoNderLand

Well..Change a New bLOg background..idea from Alice at the wonderland instead..
and i like tat wear blue clothes de rabbit in tat movie
and tat y search a background pict with related to rabbit..hehe
and
title named with Enjoy Eric wonderland..haha!!
leave comment b4 leave..=)

Update!!!

Actually..if someone ask me which u jealous for??

I will answer tat i jealous with goldfish!!

why??

It no bcoz their golden body with nice look,beauty!!

i Juz jealous with their having a memory span of 3 seconds !!

After 3 sec, they will forget each other..and soon they know each other again..

with those 3 sec span of memory, life can bcum more meanning..more challegening..

it is due to their viewing of everything was so new and fresh..

SAdness, worry,and stress can be forgotten juZ within 3 sec..

their life juz with feel of curious and happy;

Athought having its shorter lifespan for human view,

but for them there actually longer enulf for them..

for them..they juz enjoy their life with no sad, no stress, no worry!!

life juz nid for us tat how we enjoy our life

haha!! rite??

which best describe myself?? o.0

Today midnight go having yamcha with my friend at TBR there..
ordering one egg benjo burger and teh ice..but..
~~wait wait wait..tat all no the main point ~~
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 when i juz wanna finish my last bite of burger..
suddenly there juz few drop of "najlis burung" drop juz ngam ngam beside me..
and quite near to me tim!! i juz shocked and look at the sky 3 sec..
thinking tat Wat the hell at midnight time still got birds fly over..
damn it!!!!..coz one of the drop juz ngam ngam drop at my long pant tim!!!
oh shit !!omg!!!
Am i juz lucky or unlucky or wat??!! @#$%^&
but luckily i no sit more a bit beside there..if no sure can win 4D jor =.=!!!&*(^%$
so here i advice all who going out yamcha at night time..pls pls!!!juz wear ur raincoat..to avoid tis case!!!
reali really omg!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miss u.. SIBU =(

I at KL about six day oledi but my heart still at my hometown sibu..miss my parent, relatives and friends..

i love weather, food, air, and my sweet home there..coz i really having two year didn't observe sibu properly and enjoyed properly at sibu..

mY status at KL really make me headache..i'm juz informed to be houseleader at my rented house and tat "pangkat" really come suddenly even though i no yet prepare to accept the word "houseleader"!!(i'm like having forced to be houseleader although i'm no willing!!)

somehow having some problems at rented house and waiting me to solve it but i'm no confident with it although tell my housemates them dun be scared wif tis problems. until i no mood to play around and focus on study..

I juz hope problem can solve smoothly as follow my planning..and hope it won't affect me on my study future..=(

Lu Soon!!confident to urself!!step by step to finish it!! and trust ur prediction!!! 

Buzy..ing

During cny time until now..almost whole days go out...haha..bai nian if no sure go shopping ma..sure no at house lol..tired leh!!
wow!!..my relatives and my many frezs really change alot..all bcum leng lui and leng zai..wow!!two year onli!!!
now planing gathering for my class..but some no free.
ARGH!!!dun know la..but hope having gathering b4 go to KL in coming week..haha ^^
but one thing remind!!! tat is i'm no singer nicholas teo or super junior one of member who having new dance "SORRY..SORRY..SORRY"!!!
Argh!! and i'm olso no from korean...T^T...dun keep saying me having same look...=.= i juz be myself..tat all...later some ppl sure laughing me if continue saying like tat..Haiz~~
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

旺!!!

祝你们虎年快樂，福虎生風~




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低调,高调

原来低调做人就会一次比一次地稳健，

高调做事就会一次比一次地优秀。

 当所有人都保持低调的时候，

当中有人就可以高调，

但是不能跑调。

 =)

”吧把八“的晚上

吧把八？？当然是指无聊咯=）
就是不知道为什么每次一到晚上就有一种不想睡的感觉
习惯了？？还是讨厌睡觉？？~~非也！！
就是不想时间过太快。。一闭眼醒来就是早上了。。感觉时间只过一秒（根本就是偷了我的时间嘛！！！）所以就让我好好控制时间吧。。（邪恶吧！！哈哈哈）
但又没事做。。玩游戏我又没兴趣（其实是每次输！！）所以这句“LOSER“反而听惯咯。。哈哈哈！！


看电视又反而浪费遥控机的电池。。为什么？？因为每一分钟一定会换channel..(手不知不久觉按转台嘛。。好玩嘛。。)
真希望手上有功课叻！！！！又不浪费时间，又能学习新东西。。好怀念啊！！
奇怪就是奇怪！！读书的时候就想放假；放假就想读书。。
以前做partime也是一样；也是想放假；但一放假就想做partime工。
我看我八成快要疯了。读书又不是顶瓜瓜但是就是想读书。。。。


吧把八~~吧把八~~吧把八！！！
=）

GrRR!!!!!! How??

Tonite nothing to do.. so go refer jin wei given those link,
and gonna try new things tat is Mq coding..study and coding it on my blog layout about 2 hrs..zzZZZ
juz few thing nid to code but nid up to 2 hrs..really noob argh!!
but dun know why my blog bcum more ugly and messy at de end i finish it..but dun want erase it leh..coz i used up my time on doing it..
i like tat person ma.."Once doing it nvr even turn or look bak to the origin point"!! haha!! like me ma!!

"wat time oledi!! go sleep liao lo!! later 2moro complain no enuf sleep and wake up lately!!!"
omg!! my mum juz shout me go sleep liao..coz 2moro nid wake up early to help her ma..
erase those coding or juz leave it there leh??haiz~~ but erase it mean i wasting time for do it..no willing to erase it leh..
:p
zzZZZ

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~Use 1 min to forget all de annoyance~
~Use 1 hour to think about happiness~
~Use 1 day to plan ten things needed to do~
~Use 1 lifetime to take care ur lovers~
~Use another 1 cute smiling face to read my blog~
 - like tat ur life will going to be more meaningful lo-
                        =)

Our eyes = Friendship??

                                        Do you know the relation between our two eyes?

                                                             They blink together,

                                                              They move together,

                                                               They cry together,

                                                           They see things together,

                                                           and they sleep together.

                                         Even though they never see each other.

                    Friendship should be just like that!!! Life is just like hell without any FRIENDS!!

                                                           so this how our eyes as example!!

                                                                           =)